So on Saturday I got all dressed up and fetched my girls and off we went for lunch.
I arrived there and it was amazing. She was so cute very wary of me. I sat and watched her in awe. I spoke to her mom and dad and it was amazing just to see her. M and E were so taken with her they spent most of the afternoon running around after her and loving her.
Her mom and I spoke for hours and it was so nice to chat to her about the little things. T has her parents wrapped around her little finger and she knows it. She loved her presents that we got her. I got her a little doll and some bath toys. It was so nice to just be there and see her.
As for me it was the best thing I could ever have done. It totally put me at rest. I feel like something has been lifted off my shoulders. and I know that she is safe and loved so much. I did the right thing. I love her like crazy and that will never change but the hurt and grief is a little less for that I'm grateful.
